When life becomes overwhelming, turn to the simplest things that excites you. As you realize what they are, be grateful for them and see your life exponentially gets happier.
If we truly do everything we can, working our hardest and it still doesn’t manifest… I believe it wasn’t meant to be in the first place. Step out in faith and it doesn’t happen knowing it wasn’t your calling. Make good effective decision with your instincts and intellect.
Don’t allow others to define who you are, understand your social self does not encapsulate your being. Time and time again, others define you as a role, lazy,control freak etc; which is an filter. Know who you are by spending time with your essential self. WTH does this mean?(this simply means that the perception of others shouldn’t effect you their definition of you is meaningless as long as you know your innerself and understand the difference of a role such as lazy that is an role not definining you completely because we all have many multitudes of which define us.
Where there is darkness, you need to bring more light. Stay positive!